k i realised that everyone is happy with their love ones but why can't i?

why can't i just be happy like them?

eL is now happily with emran and do did he..

ELMObaby have her own life and love

Hickey Mickey is living his own life

whereas me,

i am just one paranoid person who sits at home all day long ad doing nothing

i don't hang out with eL and the rest anymore

they acted differently towards me now

what i hate the most was no one seemed to have my name in their mind other then TIKUS

*sigh* hate my life for being such an ass.

eL is so much so happy now and they even create a blog of their own.

tell me how sweet can this be?

i hate my body

i hate my attitude

but i love being me

just that why must i frowned about it?

what is missing in my life now?

so what if i am fat?

so what if i am not sexy like those bitchy girls out there?

i want to be realised by others

i too want others to look up upon me

but can this be happen to me?

i am just a one paranoid sophisticated bitch that have no sense of humour

i don't even know what it is like to have a true love...

this is just me when i start losing my self-confidence...

***My path can only be right when I'm walking straight with full of confident in me***