It's weird

time flies and everything went upside down. i dont know what to do with my life anymore. fasting month this year is a one terrible year. i dont understand a single shit that s going through my mind now. everything went blank when i start to think of him. today itself i fought with him. again i started it but how can i if he is still so stubborn and not wanting to say the truth?

i had enough of this shit. the stress of me loving him is killing me slowly like killing an ants in a pool of H2O. how can he ever realise that i love him alone and i cant love anyone else. this life is getting so complicated for me to understand my own path. everyday is the same no matter how i've tried to change why?

he dont seemed to care about me well i believe that he gets tired of me already by now. afterall he have her to be by his side. =( this is sucks. i hate the way this world is moving now haiz. OK whatever happened to me now, i dont give a damn shit about it. all i know now is that i wanna flirt around,seducing guys like how i used to do last time.

NO one can stop me now. i am who i am and im not turning back unless i think i sholud ekekekkekekekke

***My path can only be right when i'm walking straight with full of confident in me***