This is my first time writing a blog and i don't really know how this thing goes however,let me share with you about my route towards my journey of life.
I understand that no one is perfect in this world neither do I. I love to see others being loved but i'm puzzled why can't i get that love from anyone. Not even my so called family. Haiz. Previously i was loved by everyone in my family until the day one at a time my family members leave me. My grandmother passed away when i was a toddler approximately when i was 1 year plus. Next,my great grandmother who left me when i was 8 years old and now my great grandfather left me a few days ago. After all the disaster,i'm losing control of myself. I have no one to rely on now. Loving this someone special makes my day worse.
i knew this person but he kept lots of secrets from me. He fastened his identity however i knew something i not right for me to love him. I found out that he is attached with someone else but why did he still declare himself as single? This puzzled me so much. I just can't ignore this feelings towards him. I keep on thinking of him all this while. We have known each other for a month and a week now but i don't see any of his words that can make me believe him. I don't know why i'm being so paranoid now days even he himself say that to me. I'm just so scared to lose the person that i love. Now no matter how i flirt around i still keep him inside my heart. I treasure and respected him however i don't know if he sholud deserve it or not.
Only GOD understand my path now... SK
***My path can only be right when i'm walking straight with full of confident in me***
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