Friday, September 19, 2008

i'm moving on?



yesterday was the most dreadful day for me. At last i am free from their clutches however,they seemed to have grudge on me. How in the world can he as a "grandpa" gave thousands of reason to my dada and hope that my dada will be brainwash just like how i was previously. Well,was it me who created stories so that we all as a family will start quarrelling with one another? Everytime when i am trying to be honest with this "grandpa" of mine,he always turn to me and say," YOU ARE A LIAR,ONE BIG LIAR".. What the hell.. I am sick of his words and whats more his wife? His with love to criticise me so much. Since i am a person who do not prefer to say much or even retort back to any of their command or advise. I just do not understand why does everyone wants me? What is so special about me? Haix at times,i felt it is great to have so many people wanting me but at a second look,i just hate it if all they are chasing for is my money and me becoming their "second maid." what can be so stressful about is being labelled by that name.. Oh my,i can say that i hate my family members but why i did not do that? I respected my family members that is why i hate it if someone were to condem their lives.. Especially when their own blood family says the worst about the own siblings. For now,i am staying with my dada together with my dada's wife which have yet to get married and her family with my baby boy. Only Allah knows if i am creating stories just to get out of the house or not.


***My path can only be right when i'm walking straight with full of confident in me***

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