days passed by and lots of this happened to me which hold me back in the darkness.

i puzzled me a lot that i cannot even achieve what i am desiring for.

i lost all of the white path and can only see the black coloured path right in front of me.

i do not know who sholud i listen to and rely on to now.

the air that i inhale is so much different currently.

having a person walk in a house seemed like just a walking corpse.

no one give it a blesing or a sense of respect in there.

eveyone thought that their words are the best.

everyone are so arrogant of their abilities and their wealth.

the environment keeps on changing

from lovely to love then followed by hate lastly hatred

GOD please give me the light so that i can shine myself through the darkness

i am scared of it

i am scared of the eeriee lifestyle

i want back my love

i want back my life

***My path can only be right when i'm walking straight with full of confident in me***