it strike the path

Yesterday i thought of letting Teddy go was a good idea

infact i do contact with him again

well i want to know him more.

since i was getting tired of it,

i called Teddy

i was shocked that he is willing to answer my call

and guess what?

today he called me DEAR =)

well that was it

yesterday mama seemed to be extremely upset with me?

i guess she knew that i am lying to her all this while

but i was lying in order to for me not to hurt her.

i didn't do it intentionally

neither do i really mean it =(

i felt sad when mama scolded me last night.

so bout papa i think he goes crazy by now

really crazy

perhaps i didn't give him any money after i

received the scholarship.

i guess so

i guess he must be extremely mad at me too

for not giving him a sense of respect at home

how could i?

he is acting like a mad man..

heck care with him.

i just can't focus the more i think about it

it hurt to be in my position now.

why can't i be like the other kid?

like those who don't seemed to be afraid of

laws and stand up for their rights?

haiz

gosh tomorow i'm supposed to meet ibrahim but shoot

papa didn't allows me

well what happened next was papa was like shouting like a mad man

like a crazy old man stating that all i know in life is GUYS

but never did i focus on my studies

why did he said that?

if i did not focus..

why in the world do i get a scholarship?

why do i still in school?

i might as well go out and work right?

i hate it.

so....

today my class "celebrate" national day..

yeah wadeva..

Mr sim gave us fruits.. i mean APPLE

and choclate for saying what i like about SINGAPORE

that part.. everyone gets it

for lolipops..

my favorite part...

we have to answer a few SINGAPORE quiz

and well as usual the "kanchiong" queen is here..

i gave the class the answer..

hahaha why not?

i have the answer for every SINGAPORE quiz

haha btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

wheeeee...

why am i cheering?

i am going to get a full lecture soon

yeah very the soon..

that's all for today..

bye

***My path can only be right when i'm walking straight with full of confident in me***