Baby Girl Is On Her Way

Yesterday was the first time in my life to agree to be someones sugar baby.

i do not know if whatever i do is something right

obviously it is a sin but i guess i am left with no choice

i am so like really need the cash

shoot what happened to the old me?

i am so like a BITCH now

My parents are getting divorce soon

i followed my mum ad am staying with her

in AMK back to the old days...

This time round, i want it different for both of us

papa seriously didn't allowed mama to take

both Arif and Mubin

hmmph...

i have like totally made up my mind to just stay

the way i am now

and enjoy life with full of sin

wakkakakakakkaka

i wanna be the cheerful girl once again

the lovely sweet baby girl is on her way

this time round i will be the BITCH

I want to conquer the world

I want it to be the melody of my life

In conjunction to that, i didn't even know that life like

mine is also happening to someone else

someone who i knew

But not someone close to me

such a pity that his case is much worse than mine.

he not only lose his family but also his love ones

i felt sad for him but there is nothing that i could do

referring to that, he is also the same age as me just that

I'm already 19 and he is on the 23 Aug then he turn 19

gosh he is right..

no matter how old we could grow to,

we still will be end up crying like a small baby

for me..

baby girl.. hahahha

well i believe it is hard for a Guy to cry ya see

and if a guy had cried means he is unable to

cope with the surrounding further..

forget about me..

i can't even cry anymore

wheee

yeah that's what i did now..

i make myself felt stupid then will i be satisfied with it

lol..

let me be the baby girl once again

being pampered by guys

being loved by the loved once

being known by others

I'm gonna love it.

muackzz

guysss...

I'm waiting...

***My path can only be right when I'm walking straight with full of confident in me***