Wednesday, August 5, 2009

i hate myself for loving you teddy

i'm sorry
i don't really know what had happened
why do i have to fall for teddy?
teddy still loves his EX
now i'm so like crying like hell
how can i ever like a person like him?
should i go to bed with him?
should i check into the hotel with him?
what's the point?
he is a sweet guy
but he have hurt me
i'm so like totally hurt right now
seriously i don't feel like meeting him today after learning about the whole thing
the whole stupid things
how can i ever fall for him in the first place?
yesterday was okay
but today im so like a total whore
i am a whore
i hate myself for this
why must i cry for guys?
i hate u!!!!!!!!
God give me strengths
give me hope
give me the air that i should be breathing
i really need the sense of love
i really need a guy by my side
i need a company of love
after learning the fact..
every seconds i received his message
i feel like crying
why?
please i need my strength back please
***My path can only be right when i'm walking straight with full of confident in me***

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