oh GOD

Three of My classmate Have been the suspected victim oF

H1N1

how i'm glad that i was one of them.

however...

things seemed upside down now.

i am more into mariage life

and wanting to find a husband for myself

at times i feel the negative side of myself.

is it so difficult for me to get attached like my other friends?

mum have been pasterig me..

for MARRIAGE

guys have been pasterig me..

Not to get me settle down but

to get me ON THE BED!!!

tell me now what should i do?

i really feel like a SLUT going around asking for the stick.

i myself cannot bear with the fact that i need a guy

but a guy to love me for who i am

not to love me for my body

i miss the old me

but the old me give me the urge to find SEX

why?

so how do i change the whole things now?

how do i carry on with my life now?

thinking and wondering still

***My path can only be right when i'm walking straight with full of confident in me***