yeah i'm the one to blame on.
everything i do today dosen't seemed right.
my stupid thumbdrive gets virus.
my mood swings badly.
Ignatius scolded me for attendance.
when i seriously recalled that he is late for lesson.
in fact he wasn't there for wednesday accounting lesson.
right?
i don't know.
everyone is putting the blame on me.
thanks.
my mind can't even function correctly today.
what am i supposed to do?
it feels like i've been cursed.
i really feel bad about myself that i feel like ending my life.
i don't know if by crying will solve everything?
but why should i cry?
i should be happy with whatever i want.
easy say IQG never like me before.
no one ever like me.
they hate me because i don't get along with them.
i can't be them.
i can't compromisem with their words.
i just can't be like a normal chairperson do.
they said that i am being unfair.
i am not showing any role model.
what?
previously i was doing the positive way.
but now...
nothing is important to me anymore.
i learnt one thing in my archery.
DON'T CARE, DON'T BOTHER..
so why should i care.
why should i continue to be the role model again?
why should i show them respect?
why am i being so timid?
why am i so useless?
why don't they themselves be the chairperson?
take the post as the monitor
take the post as the student counsellor
take every post so that others will know that you are a good role model
do it...
FUCKER!!!
***My path can only be right when i'm walking straight with full of confident in me***
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