I LOVE YOU

CHAPTER 3:

As time passed by, both Mike and Stella became very close friends. They started to talk on the phone for few hours every morning and at night even before she opens and after closes her store. They are only able to hear one another voices but never have the chance for Stella to see Mike upfront. Mike in other hand, had always come by to her store in a secret manner in order for him to mesmerize Stella’s beauty closer. Not wanting to disappoint anyone any further, they once had a plan to meet up. However, the plan was ruined as both parties are not ready to meet each other straight face to face.

Stella’s baking had become tastier than before. She even often giggled and put on a wide smile to herself at times when there were no regulars for her to attend to. Each time when her Celine Dion ringtone jingle, her anxiety made her agitates and in the long run, she started to develop a sense of eager in wanting to explore more about Mike. Stella is expecting a surprise victory for her life this time round since she had never feel how it is like to fall in love neither to be love by the close one. Furthermore, Stella is the kind of woman who runs around the clock to ensure that she could attract extra purchaser in her daily business. Due to this, she barely has the time for herself.

In all her life she never believe what love is about or even to once feel the love by someone. She was being teased and even being joked about during her school life. Therefore, when ever someone proposed her to be their partner during her teenage life, she would just accept it. Stella knew that when someone wants her to be his partner, that means she will be their part timer. What she meant by part timer is when they need her, they look for her and when they do not need her, they will wander around with their full time partner. She was the toy during her school time. Each of her partners will meet her at least thrice a week just to satisfy themselves. She did nothing to it as she knew she enjoy the company of those boys. It will repeats itself be it in the classroom during recess time or even the school toilet where they will sneak into the teacher’s toilet and had sex in there during their boring lessons.

Stella can never have enough with what she had. This, proceed even after she had finished her high school life. Thinking to herself, she thought that her life would change during collage period, instead it became worse. She was well known by people in her school for her sex drive as she was addicted to it. By then, the more those guys came upfront to her for pleasure, the more she gives in. Once she was forced to do both at the same time with her partners and she agreed to it. She never thought it as a toy to herself instead she is happy because there are still guys out there that wants pleasure from a big build woman. At times, she was rewarded with treats and money after a long tiring day entertaining them. These, happens subsequently for as long as she could withstand the enjoyment that she was given. This continues until she had a vision in herself to stop with whatever she was doing and focused with her career.

A proverb once said, “Talk is cheap but seeing believes another person”. It was hard for Stella to stop her bad habits as it was buried in her since the day she was introduce in the world of sex. When she needs the pleasure from someone, she either took control of herself or looks around for a stranger that needs pleasure from her. Stella never had a real love for once in her entire life since she thinks that she did not need one so, she made a vow to herself. For whoever that manage to conquer her heart and to made her feel the love, she would settle down with that person and stay with him for eternity be it bad or good times. 

***My path can only be right when I'm walking straight with full of confident in me***